HELLOOOO.
well. thats all for today. will update soon.
sorry for lack of updates.
will update soon. huiyan's 18th and kbox! I PROMISE I'LL UPDATE SOON.
been busy with PP poster ): presentation date is coming nearer, faster than i thought.
wish me luck people. really.
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ADDICTED TO FACEBOOK APPS NOW! :D
weee. super fun. and my eggtart is super cute!
uber sad.
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forget it.
i'll just be nice and forget about it. wait until end of year den say )):
zhi kai kor tmr going army le. take care!! (:
and i will keep my promise!!! FANG XIN BAHS! (:
FUN DAY OUT WITH BUDDIES. a lot of rubbish! and i want the WHITE TOP FROM FOX. i dont care! ITS 23 BUCKS! ))): but im currently broke. waiting for pay! (: total 70 bucks! WOOOOOTS. (:
and some interesting drawings to show (: drawn my me, yiyng and sisi the other day after doing poster. well, wasn't very focused in doing poster =x HAHAAH. we drew pictures of each other! and i think i draw very alike lorr! (: and all drawn using yiying's touch screen handphone! SONY G900! :D
enjoy!
cwt drawn by me!
yiying drawn by me!
wang zi love me! (:
sisi drawn by me!
me drawn by yiying!
me and yiying drawn by sisi!
sisi's devil!!!! LOL! very cute hor.
thats all for today! (: stay tuneddddd! :D \
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im like freaking bored right now ): WEB APP. what the crap man!
seriously, i dont even know why im taking this module ):
im gonna take financial accounting next year! i dont care! im sooooo gonna enjoy my modules next year. i would rather do something business related den IT related. IT people need to have brains. sadly, i dont. ):
anw, im going to listen to presentation now. roars! BORINGGG. ))):
its amazing how a person's words can impact me so much.
i admit im emotional, im very alert to the things people say when i think it makes sense. (:
but never would i think i would talk about such things again! (:
THANKYOU CHARLES (:
i know i can never run away from Your blessings. i can choose to reject! i can choose to say, "NO! i dont want what you have for me. i prefer other things!". but i know i can never run away from Your blessings, because You have already chosen to bless me, You have already chosen to love me, sending Jesus to die on the cross. all these i know, but yet, at times, i run away; in fact, i choose to.
im not blaming anyone, no. definitely not. i believe this is a stage where i learn to grow even stronger, even more, knowing that You were always there and You will never leave nor forsake me (: it is because You value me more than anything in the world; even the one You sent, simply because You made Him die for us. why isn't it me? simply because You wanted to show me how much you loved me, how much i mean to You (:
thankyou God, for loving me.
thankyou God, for letting me know that You were always there even when im falling.
my greatest gift and gratitude in my life is to know You.
simply because i know that, when i have no one to turn to, when i think nobody can be there to catch me after a huge fall, when i see that everyone goes against me, I KNOW I HAVE YOU. YOU WHO LOVES ME MORE THAN WORDS COULD EXPRESS. YOU WHO LOVE ME THROUGH ACTIONS! :D
seriously, i cannot imagine anything worse than simply just not knowing You, not being able to feel Your love. and really true when they say: God gives and loves, unconditionally (: no strings attached! (: how amazing. only when you truly experience this God, will you believe what im saying!
at the lowest point of my life, people who came to cheer me up, people who told me they love me, they care for me, and that i shouldn't give up, is all i believe, God sent! God made me who i am. if people cannot accept me like this, means they cannot accept God. because im God's creation. God has plans for me way before i was born!
God will never shortchange me! (: He wants me to change for the better. i will learn to give thanks even in bad circumstances, even when things dont go my way, because i believe God is always with me (:
GIVE THANKS!!!
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with love,
adeline (:
weeee. im gonna post pictures taken yesterday! (: HAHAHAH!
hahah. im back to blog again! PICTURES THIS TIME! WITH CLASSMATES!
so finally i wont have to bore my readers :D
joyce looks like she doesn't have eyes =x
i look ugly in the rest. my face makes me want to die from laughing! lmaooo!!!!!
okay. suddenly thought of something to blog. got inspiration. how sensitive are we to other people's feelings? i admit because of my straight-forwardness, i tend to neglect other people's feelings. but i will make an effort to want to change. it's hard to change your character. something you've had inside you for like.. dont know how many years. so pardon me if i've even offended anyone of you with my straight-forward attitude. and for those who've accepted me like this, i thank all of you. with deepest and sincerest gratitude (:
my character can be irritating at times. this i know, have got feedbacks countless times. but just to let you all know, i believe im someone who is always making an effort to express how i feel. im trying to be as transparent as i can in front of everyone. to not hide anything from anyone, depending on who the person is lah. obviously if you're closer to me, i'll tell you more things. but if you're just average friend, den i can only be open to you to a certain extent. i might be a jerk, a pain in the ass at times, but know that im sincere. im really true and sincere in the things i say. what i mean is... i mean what i say and i say what i mean (when im serious). when im in a joking mood, of course i will talk crap lahh. but this depends on who would want to listen to me talk crap. and the only people who are willing to do that are girlfriends and dearest. ): they are the only ones i can confide in. and no one else.
im trying to stop being a bitch and be irritating. i cannot expect the environment to change for me. i have to change for the environment. so that i suit the atmosphere, the people and not the other way round. i seriously think im a jerk sometimes. A PAIN IN THE ASS.
what to do? i've got people trying to piss me off. but because of my optimistic character, unfortunately, their plan didn't seem to work. (: and no worries people. just some random thoughts. im not sad or anything. and no one pissed me off. cos who is able to? (: im always the optimistic adeline you all know. even if im sad, i wont tell anyone. i'll be happy on the surface because i believe when people look at me, thats how they'll feel (:
i hope that everyone who is reading this would think through similar situations and hopefully be motivated by what i say. its not easy to be happy, but if you put your mind to it, its possible (:
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